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I'm not talking about skin colour, okay? I'm talking 'white' as heart of someone...since I often have cloudy days(again, I'm not talking about weather!). I often have a bad mood(or is that even my personality??) I always cannot be grateful until I lost everything, crying for everything that I had...It's always like that,just like a circle, protest for everything that is not good enough as I expect, for I am the most stupid person that want everything to be perfect. I dont know until how long I will run on this circle,but I try to stop. Trying to be whiter, lighter, and happier. It's so tiring to worry this and that, cry for the things I cant change, blame everyone including myself,,,regret all the stupid things I have done... 10:00 a.m. - 2008-08-21
White in the Black But at least I still have some 'white in the black',,at least I know that I have to fix myself, and do something to make my life meaningful And I have parents and friends that make my life become brighter. The place where, anything I do, seems like right for them. Anything wrong I do,they just laugh at me or say 'it's ok',,,When I fall, they will help me to stand up, when I talk about rubbish,they keep listening,,,n add some rubbish too :p
What I love to do Write stories, which actually since a long time,I dont continue it anymore. Although I have already another inspiration in my head. I think I lost some of my ability to write prettyly in Indonesian hard languange.Haha hav to start write in English actually. But I really want to finish this last one first. Support me please!!
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2008-08-21
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