I am going to be 21 this December 2009. I really feel much more mature now than before. And people always say I have always been more mature than people at my age. I can feel that I become less self-conscious, less self-centered, less shy, less depressed. Thank God for being mature. However I will stay young. I will do whatever I like, even if people say it is so childish to watch cartoons and read mangas. I will stay young forever. I will relate to people,whatever their age. See, I am much less pessimist.

5:19 p.m. - 2011-11-20

 

 

We Will Play Together in This Life


Human are stupid. I have known that from a long time. We do stupid things and we regret and we cry and we get lonely and we think about suicide and we cannot see what we really have and we are scared of things that have not even happened. Just like you, I am so stupid most of the time. Doing things that I should not do, giving up so early, blaming others. I still try to remind myself that all these things will pass, so nothing actually matters. No need to worry too much, cry too much. However those sufferings are what differ happiness from sadness. So I guess it is okay to cry our eyes out, because we will laugh again tomorrow. This world is so colourful, with sad things and happy things in it, a thought that makes me happy and sad at the same time.

 

 

What I love to do


Answering questions in yahoo!7 Answers. I actually believe I can be a very good psychologist. Write fiction stories, although slowly, I don't care. I have to finish what I started. Friends are wonderful. Thanks to Chreezel who always influences me with new songs and books and movies. My world is never boring anymore.

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2011-11-20
Dear God,
Thank you for your words of the day.
Today for the first time someone called me 'fucking bitch' and although it came from someone who is demented and mentally ill, it is still not nice. Why is it to be a nurse, it seems like it is normal to be treated like a crap?
If I can learn from today, I wish I was stronger, I wish I could tell that person in her eye, that she was wrong, and wish that I did not run away like that. I really hate the thought that she knows that I am scared.
But I just need a break now. And next time, head up, I will do better!


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