I am going to be 21 this December 2009. I really feel much more mature now than before. And people always say I have always been more mature than people at my age. I can feel that I become less self-conscious, less self-centered, less shy, less depressed. Thank God for being mature. However I will stay young. I will do whatever I like, even if people say it is so childish to watch cartoons and read mangas. I will stay young forever. I will relate to people,whatever their age. See, I am much less pessimist.

6:04 p.m. - 2009-11-12

 

 

We Will Play Together in This Life


Human are stupid. I have known that from a long time. We do stupid things and we regret and we cry and we get lonely and we think about suicide and we cannot see what we really have and we are scared of things that have not even happened. Just like you, I am so stupid most of the time. Doing things that I should not do, giving up so early, blaming others. I still try to remind myself that all these things will pass, so nothing actually matters. No need to worry too much, cry too much. However those sufferings are what differ happiness from sadness. So I guess it is okay to cry our eyes out, because we will laugh again tomorrow. This world is so colourful, with sad things and happy things in it, a thought that makes me happy and sad at the same time.

 

 

What I love to do


Answering questions in yahoo!7 Answers. I actually believe I can be a very good psychologist. Write fiction stories, although slowly, I don't care. I have to finish what I started. Friends are wonderful. Thanks to Chreezel who always influences me with new songs and books and movies. My world is never boring anymore.

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2009-11-12
My MSN doesnt allow me to sign in.
My mood is kinda crappy.
I cried when listening to 'Weightless' by Black Lab. Felt better after that.
Now listening to 'Over My Head' by The Fray, yes, my forever song. It reminds me of you, since I asked you what does it mean by "I am in over my head". It is really funny how we got interested in each other, hurt each other and now nobody wants to start conversation even we see each other online in yahoo. I know you are such a person with pride. I should be kinder and pray for your happiness.
I dont know how long I will feel far away from God, but I guess it wont be long. I just hope He will not slap me to make me turn to Him.
Thankfully I still have some people that smile for me, say I am a very kind person etc. So I dont break down when some people think I'm evil.
How funny I feel so sad when people hate me, although I know I am not that good, it is still hard.
I guess I will still stumble a lot in this life. Just hope I will not fall into that dark, deep hole again. You know what I mean.


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